SLEEP DOESN'T REALLY HELP...

'I think I'll just sleep over it...' is my general getaway from all the stuff going on in my head. Well sometimes I couldn't even sleep if those thoughts keep haunting me throughout the night. Even physical pain can be healed by a good night sleep, but what about the anguish we suffer in our minds and even in our hearts? No kind of medications can help that i suppose... nor alcohol, nor drugs for that matter. I know everyone has this burden on their soul, of sin and suffering that they feel when they lie on their beds every night. And oh the nights! Deep and dark they say. Nights are the only time we get to think about ourselves and only ourselves. That's when our mind opens up and this shower of thoughts and memories flood our conscience. Even if we try and hide something, it comes up unforeseen and shows us where we stand in reality...

That's when we come to realize that no amount of sleep or high can heal this 'cast-iron' truth that we hide away. Be it emotion, or action, or thought.

Let that sink...